Photolive Happenings: Another Sad Story

There's nothing more I can write about tonight than what I'm feeling inside. My head keeps thinking about the recent happenings at the studio and it still makes me feel upset and disappointed because people really sometimes do not have the brains to understand simple things.

We have the same language, the same race. We work at the same place and we have the same job. But even if we have a lot of things in common, the words, "misunderstanding", "inequality", and "stupidity" still exist.

I am trying my best to do what I am supposed to do. I may look "bossy" for some other people because I usually make the first move in promoting a task or something like that, opening ideas or whatever, but in another point of view, it's what I simply call "sense of leadership" that runs in my personality. I don't want to just sit and wait for someone who will do what is right and just. What if no one comes and volunteer himself? If it wouldn't be me, who would be brave enough to talk, to speak up, to fight, to say what is right, to let others know that they are wrong and stupid? No one. No one can ever do that because they don't have concern at all. They don't mind other people's business because they don't care. Even if things are obviously wrong, they will not fix things and make it right because they don't care. They don't care because they benefit from these "wrong" things. But how about the other people who are not benefiting from those "wrong" things? The reason why I am trying to make things right is that everyone else will benefit from the "good" thing, and nobody will ever try to take advantage again from the "wrong" one.

It's so hard to work when you have people around you who do not understand you at all and who only care for themselves. If being selfish will be the only thing who would make things in the studio easy, still, I wouldn't change myself into that "ugly-selfish-monster" just to survive working here abroad. As how I love to quote myself, "I live because I have to do something good, and I know I have to teach others to do the same."

There. I guess I've somehow said it all.